Category Archives: Recording

Get back… to Mixtapes

Recently I took the plunge on an older cassette deck. I say “older” instead of “old’ because of relativity; I’m older than the deck, and am not young, so to call a mid-1980s piece of technology “old” seems a bit hypocritical, if not outright cruel. Like all older stereo equipment that makes it to the auction block, it’s been used by others and evenutally rejected. This one plays and records but has a mysterious problem with the meters on playback. I decided I really didn’t care what the meters said on playback- it really only matters when you record. I received it intact and it makes good recordings. I’m glad, because I’ve been itching to get back into making honest to goodness mixtapes.

I spent decades making mixtapes. Most were utilitarian- so I could play a record in the car, or to play instead of the vinyl so as to not wear it out. But over time I thought of the work I did on mixtapes a labor of creativity, and the humble mixtape itself as an artform.

Yesterday I resolved to make my first all-vinyl mixtape in many years on this new-to-me tape machine. I dedicated a vintage, new in box TDK SA-90 from my stash. Considering the options and limitations caused a flood of old instincts and decisions to return to my mind. Firstly, the creative aspect: What’s the theme of this tape? Who and what will go on it? Then the practical matters: Should I compose each side to leave as little blank tape as possible? Or should I just wing it? I decided to wing it and choose a starting track, each subsequent song I chose a reaction to hearing the previous selection. To set the levels, I queued up the first song- “Return,” the first track from Emma Ruth Rundle’s miraculous 2021 album, Engine of Hell- hit Record (some decks require choosing Record AND Pause for setting levels), and checked out the peak on the meters. It looked just right- only occasionally spilling over from green into orange. (LED meters- I much prefer the old fashioned VU needles, but LEDs will do)- hit Pause, lifted the arm, set it back on precisely at the beginning, and pressed Play, which on this deck sets the deck back into Record mode. Let Rundle’s beautiful mournful voice and spare piano fill the room with its solemnity- hit Pause when it was complete. And so on.

Miraculously, spontaneously choosing the tracks resulted in nearly filling up the first side. It resurrected an old familiar feeling- that rush of anticipation near the end, wondering if you’d have to fade out the last song because you’ve run out of tape. If you peer in the little window where you see the tape reels, you can see the clear leader tape which appears at the beginning and ending of a reel of tape. it gives you about a two seconds to fade the last song out as smoothly as your motor control allows as you turn the recording level knob back to zero. But I lucked out and the last song ended within seconds of the end of the tape! I felt a joy I hadn’t for far too long.

So what about the theme? I’m one of those who likes to set themes based on a representative track, something about the track suggesting the theme. For this one I picked a line from Broadcast’s “Black Cat-” “Curiouser and Curiouser.” As I choose tracks, I myself am increasingly curious about where this tape is going to go, so the theme seems fitting. And where that is, we’ll find out today, when I finish.

It’s a marvelous thing, an excuse to really sit and listen to your collection, make choices about transitions and sequence, to be the navigator, just like a well-designed Spotify playlists, but through a peculiar, specific, meditating activity, producing an artifact accessible only to the chosen few who partake of this arcane medium. It’s been a cleansing ritual, I highly recommend it.

Dusty Grooves 44: Electronic Pioneers, pt. 1

Part one of a two-part series. Non-definitive dip into the history of electronic music. Featuring mad scientist of experimental music, Daphne Oram; Mad Men meets synthesizers in the work of Raymond Scott; modern master David Sylvian; German noise outfit Der Plan; elegant works of Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark.

Playlist

The Little Orchestra in Sonovox- Pop Goes the Weasel/Mary Had a Little Lamb, from

Little People’s Band in Forestland

Daphne Oram- Studio Experiment No.1, from Oramics

Daphne Oram- Lego Builds it,  from Oramics

Kemialliset Ystavat- Hyppivat saaret, from Kultaista Kaupunkia Etsimassa

Der Plan- San Jose Car Muzak from Geri Reig

Jean Jacques Perrey- Gossipo Perpetuo 7”

Charles Dodge- He Destroyed her Image, from OHM: The Early Gurus of Electronic Music, 1948-1980

Kraftwerk- Kristallo, from Ralf und Florian
György Ligeti- Artikulation, from Ligeti

New Order- Truth, from Peel Sessions

Michael Salmons- Dawn Chorus, self-released

David Sylvian- the Only Daughter, from Blemish

Kraftwerk- The Model, from The Man-Machine

Hugh le Caine- Dripsody, from Various- Electronic Music

Raymond Scott- Cindy Electronium, from Manhattan Research, Inc.

Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark- Architecture and Morality, from Architecture and Morality

Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark- Time Zones, from Dazzle Ships

 

Dusty Grooves: Audio Archaeology- Bob Dylan Radio Special

[this is a part of the continuing Audio Archaeology series, where I explore the found reel-to-reels of past recording enthusiasts.]

Great White WonderThis is a partial recording off the radio of an audio career retrospective of Bob Dylan. There is quite a lot of commentary by Dylan biographer Anthony Scaduto. We can only speculate about where the story begins, but it’s clear the taper started late, just as the Basement Tapes story begins. In fact, it seems that perhaps the whole rationale for the special was the emergence of what is arguably rock music’s first bootleg release.

There were no program notes accompanying this Scotch 111 7-inch reel, but one thing we can tell for sure is this radio program came out after the release of Self Portrait in 1970 and before the official Columbia release of selected Basement Tapes in 1975. In the recording, Scaduto says more than once what a “pity” it was that the tapes had not been released officially.

After some introduction, four tracks from the Basement Tapes appear. The versions confirm these were bootlegged copies at the time of the radio production. “Nothing Was Delivered” is not the official Basement Tapes version- the only exposure the world at large would have to it for decades would be the plain white labeled “Great White Wonder” bootleg which appeared mysteriously at some record stores in 1969. Several radio stations picked up on this fairly quickly. The special featured here was probably not one of these first-line broadcasts; it does seem to be something produced in reaction to the release, though, apparently within a few years of the appearance of the bootleg. The version here is labeled “Take 2” on various later CD bootlegs such as The Complete Basement Tapes and A Tree With Roots.

After playing four tracks, plus a cover of “Too Much of Nothing” by Peter, Paul and Mary, the story continues with released material. The tape ends as we arrive at Self Portrait. Here’s a complete list of the tracks included:

Nothing was Delivered- Bob Dylan and the Band (unreleased version, alternate lyrics)

Too Much of Nothing- Peter Paul and Mary

Million Dollar Bash- Bob Dylan and the Band (eventually released officially on The Basement Tapes)

Apple Suckling Tree- Bob Dylan and the Band (unreleased version, alternate lyrics)

“Clothesline”- Bob Dylan and the Band (eventually released officially on The Basement Tapes)

John Wesley Harding- Bob Dylan (John Wesley Harding)

I Pity the Poor Immigrant- Bob Dylan (John Wesley Harding)

All Along the Watchtower- Bob Dylan (John Wesley Harding)

I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight- Bob Dylan (John Wesley Harding)

Girl From the North Country (excerpt)- Bob Dylan (The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan)

Girl From the North Country- Bob Dylan and Johnny Cash (Nashville Skyline)

Lay Lady Lay- Bob Dylan (Nashville Skyline)

Country Pie- Bob Dylan (Nashville Skyline)

Take a Message to Mary- Bob Dylan (Self Portrait)

Enjoy.

Confessions of an audio junkie

I’ve always been, since I can remember anything at all, a recording junkie. I’ve been dancing to music since I could walk. I got my first record as a gift from my aunt Kathy, who said whenever she played Beatles ’65, I danced and danced until sweat poured over me. So at the tender age of 3 I obtained my first record album. I begged my parents to play it, and they saw the wisdom soon after of buying my first record player. I was still at a very kinetic stage of development and what records survive from those early days only do so due to some kind of miracle. They are scratched to the point of unplayability. I wore holes through a clutch of Beatles 45s. By the time I was 8 or so, I apparently demonstrated a degree of care since my dad gifted me with the hand-me-down stereo and was given long players instead of singles.

Also in those early years I was given a hand-held cassette recorder for Christmas. I proceeded to wear through batteries and tapes, recording anything and everything. My friends and I wrote skits and taped them. I would record bad jokes. I read from books.

A couple of treasured recordings- treasured in memories, the tapes are sadly lost- were of my dearly departed grandmother reading bible verses with me, and a nearly complete recording of the Broadway stage version of Tommy by the Who, before it even came out on LP. Thusly my bootlegging career began almost as soon as my recording career did- and I carried that bootleg around for decades before it was finally lost in a flood along with many of my other irreplaceable trophies of childhood.

I couldn’t have asked for better musical tutors in The Beatles. Along with their producer and engineers, they comprised one of the most formidable practitioners of the art of analog tape recording our culture has ever seen. Listening to the singing and instrument was just one dimension. Unlike any other artists at the time (save for the 20th century Avant Garde and Frank Zappa, none of which I knew anything about as a kid), they were *overt* tape noodlers. Even the most naive listener gets that there is something deeply weird about tracks like “Tomorrow Never Knows” and “For the Benefit of Mr. Kite-” and basically that weird something is tape collage. Both track contain hand-assembled tape loops- created in the flesh with magnetic tape, a razor, and adhesive tape- made up of segments of *other* recordings. Some segments play forwards, others play backwards. I heard in these songs the doorway to a world just as intriguing to me as sailors discovering uncharted land.

A simple habit of my dad’s proved to be a profound influence on me. The family stereo had a cassette recorder, and he would swap records with friends. He’d record the ones he liked. But cassettes came in fixed lengths that only roughly correlated with the length of records. So, if he had a 60-minute cassette, and a 40-minute album to record, he’d finish out side two with either part of the album repeated, or the tracks he liked from a different album. I understood the logic, and the implications, of this almost immediately. When I got the hand-me-down family stereo, I began trading records as fast as I could. I’d record my best friend’s Elton John records, and he’d record my Beatles records. But it occurred to me I could put on those tapes anything I wanted. Any tracks, from any albums I had, in any order. But I didn’t stop there. Soon I was making tapes for my friends that had a special DJ announcing the contents- me. At first I had to bounce between the old beater portable recorder and the stereo. But eventually I asked my parents for a microphone- the stereo recorder very conveniently had microphone inputs. My first crude “home studio” was born.

This tendency to make mixtapes became a full-blown compulsion in high school. I volunteered to DJ at an after-school party, and I amazed everyone by having recorded mixtapes for the event in advance. I was able to take requests because I brought a turntable and a crate of records, but most of the evening I just played mixtapes. After a while I was fulfilling requests for tapes from friends- they knew I had a good record collection. All they had to do was furnish a tape. Sadly, because of the diasporic nature of this activity, absolutely none of these masterworks survive.

But mixtapes of another kind do survive, and they mark the definite line between just taping artists and being the artist.

I credit this innovation to a handful of friends, and a couple of musicians- Brian Eno and Laurie Anderson.

The idea of playing records on the wrong speed was not exactly unknown to me. I had a collection of tapes i made of classical records borrowed from our high school library’s woefully outdated record collection. I’d play the old 45s on 33, or 16. The 33s sometimes sounded good on 16 as well. I had basically invented my own form of ambient music and played them as background music for studying or reading. Brian Eno is an artist who occasionally produces very similar work, deliberately. My mom liked David Bowie, and I liked Roxy Music, and both groups of artists are signposts to Brian Eno. I found his album Discreet Music as a cutout, so it was very little risk. After listening to it, and really absorbing it, I found I couldn’t hear music in the same way again. I was interested in abstract art- here was a guy making abstract music, and it moved me in the same profound way Rothko and Ellsworth Kelly’s paintings did. More to the point, Eno’s ambient works can lull you into a Flow state, almost to the point of hypnogogia. My roommate and I invented “Enoizing.” to de-stress, on Fridays instead of hitting the bars we’d play progressively relaxing Eno albums until we had practically melted into our chairs.

The next artist I needed to hear was Laurie Anderson. I thought I was a pretty cool kid- I dug punk and new wave, and listened to sixties garage and psych- but there was another kid in my college dorm who was cooler. He had a better stereo, and more records. He had even converted the closet alcove into a record room. And he had some really out there records. The one that affected me the most was Laurie Anderson’s United States I-IV- still high on my list. I borrowed it and taped it. But it was one particular song- “Difficult Listening Hour-” that intrigued me the most. It’s a radio show from an alternate universe. The DJ’s voice is slowed down to the point of creepy unfamiliarity. S/he introduces a program of what s/he promises to be difficult music. Difficult…. how? Other than the intonation “ooo-la… ooo-la,” there’s no evidence of the meaning.

But I had an opinion of what it meant, and I felt the need to run with it. There was a small gang of us that would hang out in our dorm rooms- all creative types with some sort of stereo. I challenged everyone to come up with the hardest possible thing to listen to. If even one of the listeners couldn’t stick it out, the person who made the tape “won.” If everyone made it, they “lost.” And I’m not being egotistical when I say I always won.

This was a synthesis of all the aesthetics that interested me- abstraction, dada, randomness, aggression and alienation- in the form of a game. Moreover, a game of sonic endurance. I realized in retrospect that instead of going out to bars and challenging each other to drink more shots than the others like most college students, we were challenging in each other in a less harmful, much more creative way- but still in celebration of the competition that naturally occurs in adolescence. And I could make a fearsome racket. I managed by hacking my tape recorder in a couple of primitive ways. One was the removal of the erase head. It was an irreversible act of sabotage. No more could I tape over something I didn’t want to keep. Instead, every time I recorded something, it simply added itself to the sound. In effect, a simple multi-track recorder. I found I could record in mono to the left channel, then do the same, but to the right. I could also build sounds across channels by layering them. Take a handful of records played on various wrong speeds, and record layer upon layer upon layer- i had no problem making something that was impossible to endure.

But that wasn’t the end of it. I also discovered by leaning on the stop button, lightly, I could cause the recorder to speed up. By holding it there indefinitely, I could make very slow recordings. It reduced voices to low rumbles, and added a very annoying whine in the upper register. That, plus multiple layers, plus turning the input level to eleven- mission accomplished. A few of those tapes survive, and they are indeed difficult to listen to, as much today as they were then.

I didn’t realize it at the time, but in the act of making these primitive recordings I was learning the rudiments of professional sound recording.

I had learned basic guitar chords from my dad- from my uncle, some, as well but mainly my dad. He gave me his Gibson acoustic when I went to college. One day with some student loan money burning a hole in my pocket, I found a Fender Mustang at a pawn shop. This was in the days before Nirvana when one could get an old Fender for $150. Why did you think punk and grunge bands bought them? anyway, I started to make electric guitar recordings by direct injection. I could make basic overdubs thanks to my modified tape deck. But I wanted to be a real rock and roller, you know? Like Pete Townshend or Jimi Hendrix. I found a non-working Sony reel to reel and brought it home. It just needed a belt, but I had made a more important discovery before I fixed it. You could plug anything into its microphone input and use the volume control to generate distortion. I was already a noise junkie and this was a whole new world of sound to explore. But I found the quality was really quite terrible and impossible to control. This didn’t stop me from making a multitude of tapes of awful guitar music.

I found it quite pleasant to put on headphones, record guitar racket and just say whatever came to mind over a microphone. At first it was quite banal- just reading anything, like album covers or from books. Soon enough I was composing silly lyrics of my own.

So I did this until that venerated old recorder died for good. It had been a loyal footsoldier on the front lines of noise abuse for years. I was in a new relationship and moved to a bigger place, and had a place to lock myself away in the attic room and indulge in my illicit little habit if I wanted. It was not the best marriage, though. My feelings about this relationship began leaking into my lyrics. They were so cathartic, I began to see the value in going about it more systematically, and began to write lyrics in earnest. As the quality of the work increased, I felt the need to document them in a more sophisticated manner. It was then I decided it was time to create a real home studio.

It was quite modest at first- basically the guitar, a chain of two recording devices plus some mics and an old drum machine thing called Rhythm King. Simple effects came about in the form of cheap guitar pedals, which I used with the mics as well as the guitar, and even fed the tape machines through. In a way that was the best setup I’ve had, because it was all so tentative, experimental and temperamental. Failure wasn’t just a constant, it became an aesthetic. connections would short out in the middle of a song and cause a terrible racket.

Eventually I wanted more control. I spent some rainy day money on a four-track reel to reel. I invested in a bass guitar and, one piece at a time, a drum kit. I placed the drums in an alcove, and stapled egg-foam mattress pads to the walls above them. Initial recordings were terrible. Eventually I found the missing piece of the puzzle- at a music store, in the pile of rubble politely called the clearance aisle, I found what I later determined was THE very mixing board intended for my tape deck.

As I slowly and painfully learned how to make rough mixes, the quality started improving. I read a lot about mic placement. I bit the bullet and bought mics good for voices and drums. Probably the best step forward was mixing to more than just headphones, but also to speakers. It was listening to playback through speakers I realized how limiting direct injected guitars were- there just wasn’t enough life, since none of the room make it into the sound- plus I was in need of compression and a touch of ambiance. Eventually I acquired a guitar amp, compressor and stereo reverb.

Now my work was more like pop music than it ever had. I think to some degree, the gear dictated that. By setting up a virtual live band setting, I made virtual live band music. That meant choruses and verses and taking solos and inventing drum fills and bass riffs. It was all good fun and liberating, too- absorption in the process lifted my spirits and inflated my self-worth.

But life interferes, like it always does. Two events, the death of my father and the aftermath of that, and the failure of my marriage, took me back to some very dark places. I found solace in music.

The way I look at it, the dark self-punishing thoughts I had, I could have really committed some serious self-destruction. I did engage in some occasional professional sabotage. But instead of doing something like falling into substance abuse, I had been working on this home studio, and I channeled that darkness into art. The result was a handful of songs which I still consider the best thing I’ve ever done. I never could relate to my wife’s judgmental family, or her competitive friends. And all you have to do is read the news to not feel like you belong on this world. This led me to write Astronaut, about a person who concocts the delusion of being an alien who was born on the same day his people crash landed on Earth. He was the only survivor. Raised as a human, he always suspected he didn’t truly belong here. So he forever tries to send signals to his home planet, hoping for eventual rescue.

I still have tapes of the various versions of this song. The first version uses some synth sounds to simulate a crash and a rescue beacon. The eventual final version strips away special effects and is a guitar, bass and drums affair with a “crashing” verse and the wail of a lost soul at the end. It felt so good to finally be able to create something lasting that expressed exactly how I was feeling then.

The other song from this period I feel proud of is called “Feels so bad.” It basically equates substance abuse with social dislocation and existential yearning. The music is a culmination of everything that became before it- I poured all of my soul into it. Two guitar tracks, some fairly decent solos, pretty good drumming- after a couple of years of practice I was becoming a passable drummer. From a technical standpoint, I made the recording as good as possible while at the time unleashing some chaos. The drum sound turned out very well, as did the vocals (at this point recorded in a small makeshift booth, and old closet) and the guitar cabinets, complete with peals of feedback that shook the room. It feels very live for a one-man-band.

The end of that marriage resulted in radical downsizing, and the need to sell basically the whole studio. I still have master tapes from that era, locked away in a crate. I have one guitar, one bass guitar, and the old Rhythm King that was the heartbeat of all my tracks (I used it as a metronome basically). Everything else is gone.

The next decade of my life revolves around being a dad and finally letting myself be loved in a strong, lasting relationship. And I had a brief battle with cancer, and a yearlong struggle with persistent vertigo and dizziness. My lifelong love of recording things was and continues to be a non-trivial part of who I am. So over the years I have made recordings of the kids and some field recordings of nature sounds. A few years back I got the bug to dig out the old music. Fortunately before shuttering the doors entirely, I dubbed off the best of my work to digital compact cassette and regular audio cassettes. From that I compiled a CD that I would whip out occasionally and listen on the road. It was enough to sustain an interest in recording again.

Significantly, what I’ve recorded since hasn’t had much in the way of lyrics- I feel like in the 90s I exorcised a huge demon and since then I’ve been a mostly retired balladeer, the music having done what it needed to get me through an awful period in my life. The thing is, this is a new era- tape machines have been replaced by digital recorders. I have pulled instruments together in an ad-hoc way on a couple of occasions to produce tracks for something I (probably weirdly) consider a “side project” with it’s own separate identity.

One of my favorite dad jokes is to end a conversation with “im gonna start a band called x” or “that’s the name of my death metal band.” For instance, “half-eaten muffin is the name of my death metal band.” So once my daughter asked me what I was making. I had a sun tea jar out in the front yard, full of water with some tea bags dangling in it. I replied “I’m making decaf chai sun tea,” which was exactly what I was making. I then said “that’s the name of my new band.” So that’s what it became, the name for my new alter musical ego. He’s curious, a little whimsical. Definitely more contented. So while some themes of alienation do pop up (one song, for instance, features a robot wondering if machines have a soul), the point, if there is any, is more subtle. It has an ambient side which I find myself being drawn into more nowadays.

I don’t think my musical therapy is over. I’m getting older, and that presents its own challenges, and some will be unpleasant, I expect. But I am definitely at a sort of crossroads, or a weigh station, or something. Recently I pulled out every one of my tapes and digitized and cataloged them- by most recent count, I have preserved about 180 individual compositions. I’ve divided them into “releases” in order to make sense of the lyrics and the time frames. They sit alongside works by my favorite bands on my iPod, just to remind me of where I’ve been- really, in their own imperfect, incomplete way, they are my journal. For years I’ve been cursing myself for not being disciplined enough to keep a real journal. If I had realized every time I pressed record, it was a new entry in a real journal, I might have provided a more consistent record. But at least I’ve finally had the sense to realize the studio was like a psychiatrists’ couch, and I have plenty of sessions to look back on to remind me who I am now and again.